Gerbiltails

God I'm glad neither of us can remember the password. It's a nice legacy, however shortlived. Good memories with the bad.

Hey. I haven't commented on individual images here, but I did want to comment on the account as a whole - 'tis nifty.

I want to love. I want to be loved. I don’t want to hurt him like this. I don’t want to lose what I barely have. Why do people keep falling in love with me? I want a soul mate. I want someone to protect me. I want someone who will be capable of protecting me. Matt can, Favian isn’t ready yet. We need to different things that are the same. I want a best friend. I still think he got pancaked by a semi he’s not Matt or Favian. I could see myself growing old with Snoopy. I could see Matt dying before thirty. I want to help Matt heal. I want to undo the pain I’ve caused Favian. I want everything to turn out as it should. Maybe we’re meant to be together, and that’s why it’s so hard… but Matt loves me… cataclysmic… love at first sight? Maybe… I can still feel the shards of his heart embedded in my soul like shrapnel. I’m not ready to deal with this. I’m physically attracted to Matt. There’s something there… it’s not lust… not entirely. I don’t want Matt to be alone anymore, but Favian doesn’t deserve me, he needs someone to love him more… somehow… I want to, but I fell for Matt… why oh why… how did it happen?! He was considerate and gentlemanly… he made me laugh… his insecurity made me notice him… his back… I feel like I’ve been waiting for him… forever… why can’t it be simple… Snoopy… I shouldn’t have made so many promises… but I couldn’t stand seeing him that way… I wanted to heal him but wound up half killing him… I don’t deserve Matt… I don’t deserve Favian either… despite his short comings, he is a wonderful person… his innocence and pain drew me and then… I don’t know who I am anymore… I don’t know how to find that and I don’t want to be alone. I can feel Matt’s stark honesty… he loves me… Favian loves me…. I don’t know why… hell, I don’t think he knows why. I wonder if we’ll ever get it right…

I found this last night and read it (obviously). I can’t make you stop being with matt, but I did ring this conclusion… YOU STILL LOVE SNOOPY!!!

he he , i gotta get sommin for :


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